Road Between Friends

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. 

  If a child is to keep his inborn sense of wonder, he needs the companionship of at least one adult who can share it, rediscovering with him the joy, excitement and mystery of the world we live in. -Rachel Carson

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My Friend Rachel..

I saw a link in my FB, then I found out that link is belong to Rach..in my mind (eh si rach pun ada blog).. So I click and check her blog out. The 1st thing that I see is her topic regarding her late brother who died because of cancer. Since I became Rach's friend I never got the chance to get to know her brother. I only know him from his pictures and stories about him from Rach. As what you can see from his pictures, you will know that he's a lovable person with lots of friends and this statement of mine is confirmed when I saw his last birthday party pictures in Rach's blog. You may find that their house is full of his friend who love him so much and support him so that he will be strong. I still remember when the 1st time we get the news from the late Clarence's very closest friend, telling Rach that her dearest brother is suffering from cancer, Rach could not help it and cry. At that time I really don't know what to say and what to do as I never experience things like this. But as a friend of course I wanted to do something to comfort her. The only thing that I can only do is try to be there for her, and I did ask from friends and family to pray for her brother as well.. As times goes by, after I moved from Penampang to Putatan, I seldom see Rach but still sometimes she will update me her brother's condition. Then, I get no updates, no sms or call from Rach and me as well being a very bad friend whom did not try to sms or call her too. The next thing that I know, early in the morning, around 5am if I am not mistaken I received sms from Rach saying that her brother is no longer in this world. I know Rach love him so much as he always supports her in whatever she is in and I understand that it is very hard for her to pick up all the pieces of losing her most beloved brother. Well Rach, I can see it now that you move on and you are stronger than before. I am glad to see that. Here's a song for you and the late Clarence. May his soul rest in peace.. "They that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31

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Guess what.. My pants got a hole!! I was like shit, wtf.. astaga..gudness me...luckily this whole one week is IS sem's break.. s0.. there is only us the non academic staff in the office.. if not.. I really dont know what to do and where to hide myself..hahaha.. adoi.. I notice that hole when I went to the loo.. and 1st thing pop out in my mind when I saw that hole is 'OMG is there anyone notice that back in the canteen??urgh...' I keep it to myself back in the office did not ask any of my colleagues to check it out..haha..but I did share this wif Kev and Pai..ehehe..I told mom abt this on the phone, and she said 'tu la kau, makan saja, tgk gemuk sdh smpai koyak seluar' hahahaha.. I cant stop laughing by myself of course.. ;) FYI my pants got a hole it is not because of I'm fat k..hahaha.. hurm.. btw.. It is almost one week since I joined IS.. Everyone is friendly but I don't know why I prefer to be myself. A lone ranger. I normally came in around 7.45am and went back by 4.05pm Everyday during lunch tym I don't take lunch with the others like what I used to do. I prefer to take my lunch alone and enjoy my 1hour lunch break alone. This is so not me, but I guess people change..so do I.. I was not used to this kind of environment of surrounded with all the Chinese people, and you know what.. I'm the only person exclude the janitor who is not Chinese or who is not with the Chinese name.. It is kind of a bit difficult to understand them.. and plus all of them are married and I'm the only lady who is not attached in black and white!! If I'm not mistaken..hehehe..so I have to behave coz I don't want people to start talking about how friendly I am..hurm..Coz I know I can be over friendly sometimes.. ;) But well..still I am thankful and glad that I'm working ;) I keep on telling myself that I'm there to earn my living and my experience ;) If I make friends.. I am thankful for it.. But if I dont.. I'm not worried as I still have my other friends out there.. ;) Go within every day and find the inner strength so that the world will not blow your candle out. -- Katherine Dunham

30 days Game of Daniel & Jasmine

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world. Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives. 
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do. 
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game. 
Daniel: What game? 
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend. 
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks.. 
DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film. 
DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together. 
DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed.. 
DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes. 
DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something. 
 DAY 28: They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident. 
DAY 29: 11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game... 
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road.. 
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks. 
Daniel: Wait for me... 20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine. 
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel? 
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened? 
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital. 
11:57pm The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine. 
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket. 
Jasmine read the letter which says: Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine... 
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.. "Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me 


Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY... 


Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...