To my dearest D..this is for you..

My D.. I love you so much..more than word can say (seh mcm lirik lagu kan hehehe).. You are always there for me.. Sakit pun ada.. Time I marah pun ada..Happy pun ada.. :p U are never tired to bear wif me.. U always hold my hand while passing tru tough times.. As how bad I scolded or raised my voice on u.. I want you to know that, I love you because of who you are.. and I love you because of the way you love me ;p It is almost end of March 2010.. Im counting the days that I will be your Fiance.. officially..When I look back, I smiled.. I never thought of falling in love wif my best friend.. But then.. here we are waiting for the right time to share our love wif our family and friends.. You have seen the darkest part of me.. You have seen the evil side of me.. But.. You are dif.. You see lights and love bigger than my darkest and evil side of me.. You make me feel dif..think dif... Thank you D for being such a good friend and a good boyfie.. :) This song I dedicate to you my dearest Love.. Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul A beautiful melody When the nights so long Cause there is no guarantee That this life is easy... Yea when my world is falling apart When there's no light to break up the dark That's when I, I... I look at you When the waves Are flooding the shore and I can't Find my way home anymore That's when I, I... I look at you When I look At You I see forgiveness I see the truth You love me for who I am Like the stars Hold the moon Right there where they belong And I Know I'm Not Alone. Yea when my world is falling apart When there's no light to break up the dark That's when I, I... I look at you When the waves Are flooding the shore and I can't Find my way home anymore That's when I, I... I look at you You appear just like a dream to me Just like Kaleidoscope colors that Cover Me, All I need every Breath that I breathe don't you know Your beautiful... When the waves Are flooding the shore and I can't Find my way home anymore That's when I, I... I look at you I look at you

Joy..Hope & Life..

wow...It has been awhile I post smething.. ;)

Well 2010 has been a good and challenging year for me.. But I still manage to stand strong wif all the love and support from my family and friends especially from my dearest fiance Kevyn.. ;)

Not feeling well yesterday..but my D gave a me surprise! He gave me lilies! I Love lilies.. It was my 1st time!! astaga hahahaha.. plus my D is not the type of a romantic guy (but still I love him).. It was a wonderful and meaningful surprise!! Thank you D! Took out the lilies and put it in a nice new home ;) which my D yg bagi la tadi..hehe so I put in on my offce table..huh I love the smell of the lovely lilies...felt calm and I felt him.. ;) I love you my D...muah!